March 19th, 2016
This is just my testimony in the hope that it will help others.
Between 1989 and 2015, I had terrible depression, including a long period of clinical depression. Apart from feeling depressed (plus symptoms of lack of energy, lack of drive, little motivation, sleep problems), there was the constant ‘living in hell’ feeling. Such darkness and evil surrounding me. Truly, it was only His Word that sustained me, many long periods of speaking His word to get through the day. I could relate so much to John Bunyans experience, and when I read his book “Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners” was so amazed at the similarities of what he went through.
Needed anti-depressants, antipsychotics, meds for anxiety, meds to assist in sleep. All the usual side effects of that, hallucinations, voices, feeling much worse, in and out of reality, tinnitus worsening, etc,etc.
My wife Kathy went through this experience beside me, and I honour her for standing by me during those many years. It was very much a time in the wilderness, and I received one hint of light breaking through when in April 2015 Johannes Pepping had a word from the Lord for me that I was “coming out of the wilderness”. I thought – “could it be, will this really end ?”.
Then in October 2015, I had a bloodlines session with Paula Wicks . Since then, I have been able to come off anti-depressants COMPLETELY, no medication at all. I’m no longer depressed, and if I start to feel a little bit ‘down’, am noticing it is replaced with joy. That’s the new pattern, really amazing the work that the Lord is doing. Thank you Jesus. 🙂
But the release, the shift, is not only in the area of mental health. I have noticed and am still experiencing such a HUGE shift in many areas. These are particularly areas that I have battled with for decades, and not found a release, a freedom. Battled with and had deliverance, healings, … you name it.
An incredible SHIFT. Thank you Lord that you have placed the outworking of bloodline administration into capable hands.
I want to honour Ian Clayton (Son of Thunder), Grant and Samantha Mahoney (The Nest and Mo’ed Ministries) as well as Natasha Grbich (Ariel Gate) who wrote and taught Cleansing Your Generational Bloodline. I want to honour their stewardship and as a member of the body of Christ who has benefited from bloodline administration, I am grateful for this ministry.
Sometimes I have to pinch myself, ..’am I dreaming ?’. There are continuing moments of noticing the ‘shift’, ..the patterns of things so deeply rooted and embedded has changed SO much. Thank you Lord, …woo-hoo.